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November 13, 2010 / 28strawberrygirl

now what?

Does anyone out there know what it feels like to go out and have tons of fun, then come back home and feel so low like you have never felt before?

I dont know how to explain it; and I have a funny feeling it must be all chemical related….but its amazing how low you can go after being on a natural high for hours and hours…

Maybe its got to do with coming home alone…when everyone elase  either gets someone coming to pick them up and drop them home.

 

Is it  loneliness…or I hate to say this…jealousy…..i bitch about them; but at the end of the day I want what they have?

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  1. Himal Kotelawala / Nov 14 2010 4:32 am

    I’ve never tried Ecstasy (the drug), but apparently this is exactly how it leaves you feeling, after the high has run its course.

  2. ~ lo$t $oul ~ / Nov 14 2010 6:51 am

    slumber in last night/early morning high state……..:)

  3. Nadeesha / Nov 14 2010 2:11 pm

    You’re right it is chemical related. According to psychologists the ‘low’ we experience after those times of high excitement or stress are caused by the high levels of adrenaline in our bodies during those times. We can’t function all the time at that level so when we come down it really hits us and we feel a huge low. Sort of like manic depression.
    I get like that after exams as well because I get stressed over the exam and then after its all over I feel so depressed for no apparent reason.

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